Going back to work

Tomorrow I go back to work after having a baby. I don't really want to leave my baby and go to work. I love my baby with all my heart and want to share it with my man. I don't want my baby to give my man a hard time and not get a break all day till I get home. I always wanted to be a mother and I am looking forward to the time when I don't have to work next year and just write and sell books for a living is what I really want to do. we will see how next year starts out. when I get married next month, then we will have idea if I can do that.

My Memoir / Growing Up Special www.rheamayfield.webs.com

I started Writing this story when I was in school in 1992 at Pearl River High school in Pearl River, La.  It started as a journal as I was writing it. I write every day about things and people in my life. I never knew I would be a writer in my life. It was my dream for years and it finally came true.

When I was growing up, I didn't know I had a learning disability, it was not a easy life to understand everything in my life. I tried my best. When I was young, I cant imagine finding out when the doctors thought I would not walk, talk or even read. it was a sad day to find that out and try to approve them wrong. I am very determined person in my life. I put my mind to something and I never gave up on things. I hope I touch many readers in this story. It took forever to find a publisher that would publish it. I love to inspire my readers with my writing and I really hope everyone loves it and gives it a review. Let me know your thoughts.

Miracle Baby Melanie Rose

My day starts in the morning by 4 in the morning taking care of Melanie Rose.. She always cry to let me know she is up an wants her diaper changed and to eat. so I turn on the light in the room, I am shocked that the light does not bother her eyes when I do that. so I come close to the crib and gently put her in my arms before I change her diaper. She gives me a hard time when I am changing her, maybe she does not like the cold air on her or something. If she does not give me a hard time then she just smiles at me, I see that she is getting use to getting her diaper changed and not giving me a hard time like she was when she was little baby 2 months ago. After that, I get her bottle ready for her since I know she is hungry when she awakes up in the morning. I made it warm for her so she will sleep better. I just hold her and comfort her till its done warming up. Sometimes that is hard to do when she is screaming in my ear hungry. Then I walk in the living room where we have the TV in the living room where we watch movies. she even watch it when we are in there. I watch her to make sure she is ok and not hurting herself. After awhile she gets tier and is full from eating so I try to put her down to sleep. Sometimes it is easy and other times lately, she will awake up the minute you put her down. Most of the time she goes to sleep, its very hard for me to go back to sleep if its real late in the morning. I don't know how I really get to sleep. After awhile when Gordon my man gets up, he takes the baby after that, I go back to bed for a few more hours if I can. It helps a lot to get that break from her even if I love her so much.